how u delete this shit

6th period is awesome

we always go n there, tlk about sex and drugs, and every1 leaves horny.

its great.

u know who r u wit tha penguins.

my b-day feb 1st!

y i feel so fuckd up. critisize all u want.
i know this must seem stupid.

1. there's 2 much on my mind and i cant get it out. & ya there r friends and they're lik "tell meur problems ill listen" but really, does ne body want 2 hear bitchin and moaning? no and nobody cares but of them selves. its tha truth weather u believe me or not.

2. its not fair 2 tell som1 so much shit, which is so touching lik omfg touching that u should only say 2 1 person n ur fuckin life. its not fair 2 do that then go on 2 another person. yes this is blown out of propotion and yes every guy does this but still, i got fed up wot was it thursday morning that i was arguing wit him?

3. u shouldnt tell som1 shit WHEN U KNOW they would get devistated if u ever lied. its not that u moved on that bugs me hell no. cuz i was planning 2 do tha same. but wot annoys tha hell out of me is that guys will not tell tha girl. they'll go and get another girl, then make u find out urself. thats y its so bitchy, if u could jus tell that ur not sure about things ne mor first time u feel them then say it. & u know i think u do this 2 every girl u com across. u cant tell a girl chu moved on.

4. y do u say tha same things over and over really? i mean now i know that tha things that was said 2 me must've been said 2 every girl u cam across. maybe thats y it was so easy 4 u 2 say them & y u said them so fast. ppl r so annoying every1 wants 2 find that certain person and fall n love when u dont wanna work 4 it. u want it all 2 com 2 u then a mouth later get married b4 ur tha age of 20 and expect it 2 last 4 tha rest of ur life. news fuckin flash shit doesnt work that way, well not n tha real world. this is no fuckin fairy tale, no fuckin shakespare play, u gotta relize wot tha hell ur doin.

5. and relize that 4rm all this ur shit 2 me now. i mean seriously after all this misconception u expect me 2 drop everything and say "ya thats ok" b happy and move tha hell on? sry but ppl dont get up n a fuckin snap. i really wish it was that way cuz then i wouldnt give shit rite? even if i try 2 get fuckd up over and over since tha break, it still isnt working.

6. and tha worst part is that its close 2 chrismas. lik seriously, take a fuckin mounth 2 urself. nobody else, dont focus on ne thing and think n ur life wot tha hell u want and how ur gonna get it. there r other things 2 life then love and i say this over and over cuz its fuckin tru. watch u'll b fuckin miserable if u jus focus on love, cuz ur gonna get hurt n every relationship 1 way or another.

7. dont tell me ill find som1 n shit and this and that and these good fuckin traits about me. i hear that 4rm teachers when i dont do tha work then they try 2 persuade me. and guess wot they say it 2 every1. u say shit lik "ur gonna get there" 2 every1 u really do. dont say them 2 me. its lik ur lying.

8. i already have a hard enough time trusting ppl. im not sayin u fuckd it up 4 every1 but im sayin that u made it harder 4 me 2 listen 2 ppl now. not lik it wasnt hard n tha beginning but, its jus tougher now.

9. i dont care if this is blown up or wotevr. this is how i feel. i feel all time is wasted jus 2 end lik this. and i feel lik such an idiot.thanx 4 u helpd me feel this way. truly much thanx.